Thursday, March 25, 2010


It's way to early to say and I'm the biggest skeptic of love and people and forever, but this relationship, this guy feels real, different. I can't stop thinking about him, miss him after a minute, get very grouchy when I can't have him, completely trust him, and for the first time in my life feel 1000% positive that no matter what I do, how much of pain I am, how much of my Vanessa bs I do, he won't leave me. I feel like he knows me completely. He told me today, "You are not a pain, just want a lot."
It's crazy...
Is this what it feels like when you find the one??

“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”
- Dr Suess