Oh, my heart....

I met my ex, G, for tea today..we are so good together, you can feel the connection and no one has ever understood me like he does..I don't understand how two people can be so connected in every possible way yet have exploded like we did. He told me about this girl that he's been seeing, how she has pointed out the same things that I did about him, and he apologized to me for being a jerk. I so want him to be happy but seriously I could feel my heart break a little.

I quit!

I didn't start out the day thinking it would turn out this way but everything has been leading me to it and today was the final push, I quit my job finally. I loved my kids and the hours but the pay is horrible, I am so under-appreciated, and I stupidly had an office romance and now am paying the price...so back to restaurants I go. It is a way better fit for me while I am finishing school, I need to be social and busy and make more money in order to keep my sanity.
I still am struggling with the feeling that I took ten steps back in life (being back in my hometown, being a student, and now serving) but I know school is worth it.