Sunday, March 14, 2010

best conversation..my heart may burst! ♥

I had just had a guy tell me everything I've ever wanted someone to say to me...."I can't see my life without you, in any form or shape. My life is no life without you. There is no me without you. I don't want you to change-you're my Vanessa. I will always be in your life, no matter how many times you throw me out. You are my chaos and pleasure."
And this wasn't even I want you as my girlfriend or wife, it was just I'm your friend, I'm your person no matter what and I'll never leave.
My greatest fear is being left, which is why I become crazy Vanessa in relationships and then hence make them leave...this is the first time in my entire life that I believe, whether its as a friend or as more, this person will always be there. I can't even describe how I feel right now...