Labor day weekend...

Drove to Abq and as usual it's eventful...caught up with a really great old friend (rented a hotel room, drank and chatted for hours!), then had Desiree fun, realized that sometimes some friendships aren't meant to last forever, that they are just brought to you for a short time and purpose (sad but finally I'm ok with loosing some people) and then went to Wine Fest and almost died (got heat stroke and seriously scariest feeling...heat is bad!)...so now back home and I'm reminded of why I don't like to leave anymore! ;)

I am sickened by what's happening to the world, especially how we treat animals. When did it become ok for us to think that because we are "superior" to them, that it's ok to do whatever we want to them, slaughter them, torture them for our amusement. It says so much about human nature. I was once almost a complete Vegan and was an avid PETA member, the stuff I saw and read made me never look at animals the same. I have become almost desensitized to it at this point, become once again selfish but I am going back to becoming a Vegan. Also I just watched The Cove and will never look at Sea World the same. My heart breaks for what we are doing....

addict

I need to go to AA but not for alcohol for Netflix and Coach and Scentsy and Facebook and my sugar tooth.
Seriously might have a problem! ;)

So first week of school done and I'm already overwhelmed, teachers are crazy with how much work they give especially on line classes. I love my major though because I never get bored, always have such a wide assortment of subjects. I am perplexed though because I somehow am in two pregnancy classes and have three good friends that are pregnant...um, am I being told something by the world? Noooo babies please!
This was a much better week for me, getting back to myself. I do have to ask the question, do I have too many wine dates? I think not! Three this week, go me! Sadly, this has become the excitement of my life...so sadly my blogs are now pretty boring. I am now getting old and domesticated and drama free.

I am starting to feel like myself again, finally...think I just needed the hustle and bustle of School starting (full time school, work, bf, friends). It's always nice to take a lazy break from life but I think I do way better when I'm busy and booked. :) Plus I don't over-analyze as much!

One of my friends has been seeing a Nutritionist and got a really good lifestyle diet, and it's pretty easy and healthy, just can't have carbs at night, have to drink a lot of water, exercise, be conscious of what you eat and give up liquor and sweets (my hardest part by far!)...so am starting Day One tomorrow! I am very determined to do this.
It is rumored that it takes 28 days to break a habit so here goes, breaking my fat and sugar addiction.

lazy.

I'm having a really bad day and being way too hard on myself but I'm so tired of making bad decisions, and most of them are fueled by the fact that I'm so lazy. I don't know why or what's wrong with me but I hate hate that aspect of me, especially lately I've become a lazy ass...I don't exercise at all, I never want to leave the house....and it's making me depressed with how I look and am being yet I do nothing to change it except for complain.

"Success Don't Come By Being Lazy!"