experiment

I have decided that for December I will no longer plan, pursue, or text anyone in hopes of trying to find the friendship balance in my life. My biggest sorrow it seems is people; making them too important, getting hurt too easily, putting friendship on a pedestal that clearly no one else does. I'm hoping that backing off will help me stop making people so big and focus all of that on myself, making me a better person. So we shall see what this experiment leads to.....

"Sometimes don't you just want to get lost, just to see who cares enough to find you?"