I seem to always be fighting a never ending battle, one that I should get used to but still hurts so much...that battle is people. So been feeling down the last few weeks and once again evaluating who should be in my life. The good thing is that I am getting to a good place with it and slowly starting to not care as much about people that don't seem to care either; I am always the one that fights to keep friendships going, to hang out, to be there for them, to not let friendships fade. I'm taking lessons from Zondria! :) The surprising thing is the people that step out at bad times but also the unexpected people that step in.
On a better note, it is now well into my favorite month...chill in the air, pumpkins, scary movies, candy and Halloween...and from here it just gets better, I can't wait for the holidays this year!

the weekend..

After a really bad weekend a few weeks ago, I've been feeling a little bruised but am starting to feel better, continue learn those hard life lessons.
This weekend was a busy one, went on a wine date Friday, then Saturday Darcie's baby shower and then Western Playland-it's nice to go back to being a kid for a few hours.

hard lessons..

Saturday night started out great, Oktoberfest is one of my fav events and I always have so much drunken fun, this year was great but ended really, really bad. For once it wasn't my own drama but someone else's that ruined the night, sadly though their drama led to my drama and a really ugly fight. However, I learned some great lessons about people and sadly once again realized that I don't have as many great people as I thought. It really hurts when you give so much to people and then when you really need it, they can't be bothered. I did find out who is willing to do anything for me, even drive hours to come get me if I'm stranded...it's quite a surprising list.
I think the world is telling me that my home is my happy place and I should never leave! ;) But seriously I am over bs and drunken drama...way too old for it.

the weekend..

I finally left my house..lol. Went on a wine date after class Friday night and as usual with Alma had a random blast but I am so getting old, have a couple of glasses and am in bed by two.
Today woke up so early and went to the White Sands Balloon Fiesta....very small but nice to revisit my old Abq balloon days.
Overall a lovely weekend, minus right now watching my stupid football team loose. Grrr!

time flies.... ♥

Today is my 6 month anniversary with A. Time flies and it's crazy, here's a guy I've known forever and never even thought of him as more then a friend..a guy that is completely not my type yet is completely perfect for pain in the ass me. ♥

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"You never know the biggest day of your life is going to be the biggest. The days you think are going to be big ones, they are never as big as you make them out to be in your head. It's the regular days, the ones that start out horrible, those are the days that end up being the biggest." Grey's Anatomy

Zoey..

Saturday was the celebration of the life and death of Chloe, and the addition of Zoey two years ago. I am not sure of her actual birthday or how old she really is but I chose to make Chloe's death day as Zoey's birthday...so to me she is 2! :) It's amazing how much life can change over the years, I feel so blessed to have found this amazing dog and everyday she shows me how fragile life is, how cruel people can be, how powerful love and second chances are.