I am starting to feel like myself again, finally...think I just needed the hustle and bustle of School starting (full time school, work, bf, friends). It's always nice to take a lazy break from life but I think I do way better when I'm busy and booked. :) Plus I don't over-analyze as much!

One of my friends has been seeing a Nutritionist and got a really good lifestyle diet, and it's pretty easy and healthy, just can't have carbs at night, have to drink a lot of water, exercise, be conscious of what you eat and give up liquor and sweets (my hardest part by far!)...so am starting Day One tomorrow! I am very determined to do this.
It is rumored that it takes 28 days to break a habit so here goes, breaking my fat and sugar addiction.

lazy.

I'm having a really bad day and being way too hard on myself but I'm so tired of making bad decisions, and most of them are fueled by the fact that I'm so lazy. I don't know why or what's wrong with me but I hate hate that aspect of me, especially lately I've become a lazy ass...I don't exercise at all, I never want to leave the house....and it's making me depressed with how I look and am being yet I do nothing to change it except for complain.

"Success Don't Come By Being Lazy!"

school....

It has been a very rough summer with school and now I feel like I've blinked and summer is gone...Fall starts in less then two weeks (which means that for a year straight I have been in school constantly, minus a month!). I'm excited for Fall though, every semester is a new start and with my major I get the chance to take a wide assortment of classes....this semester is a lot of education classes but also a interior design class (unfortunately on Friday night...Boo!)and I am finally taking French, which i have been dying to learn forever! I also will have the luxury of not having to kill myself trying to work full time and go to school full time, which means more time to actually focus on being a good student and time to enjoy life, my main interests will be my tv addiction (lol) and bible study and baking (once a week) and drinking with friends and boyfriend....
I know I complain about school, especially Chemistry hell, but I am madly in love with learning, am like a sponge and I flourish in school settings. Plus it's really nice feeling like I have a purpose in life rather then just a log bumping into random life experiences.

baking blues....

So I have gotten rather lazy about a lot of the things I loved you so much, namely baking. When J and I were together I started cooking and baking all the day, and realized my ultimate goal of wanting to be a baker and eventually open a bakery....however since moving back to Cruces, I don't think I've baked once and I don't know why! I miss it so much and it was always my blues cure all.
I have a million recipes and can't wait to start!!! And I'm going to make a goal to bake something ONCE a week (and hopefully not eat it all, which doesn't help with my fat issue) and blog about it (recipe and picture)....get ready for yum!

time flies when you're having fun...

It's been two years that I've been back in LC, that Chloe died...it's crazy to think of how time flies, of how much life changes....moments that I didn't think I could survive, people that I didn't think I could live without and now almost everything is different again....and I'm ok! :)

gotta love Bluntcard for saying exactly how I feel sometimes...