I've been feeling off lately and it makes me sad how much I let other people affect me; seems like my constant losing battle. I also struggle with the grass is greener complex...I love that I have become a boring domestic goddess, that I finally have stability, consistency but at the same time I struggle with the need to return to my gypsy ways. It's like I have a itch for change, for excitement.....I really just need to learn to be happy with what I have, where I am and who I am (if only that wasn't so freaking hard...)
But anyways, I digress, I had a great night, filled with Bbq and wine and a friend and that was all it took to bring me back to myself. :)
We are full on into summer now (boo!) and I have been doing well with my reading list, my baking company (have a order this week for pineapple upside down cupcakes!) but next I need to really focus on my weight and diet, then learning Spanish and then Summer School in July.