time for some changes...

I am officially getting old and it's starting to show on me...need to start taking care of myself, get healthy, seriously lose weight (I don't even recognize myself anymore, especially in pics), and stop stressing so much about people...it's a sad fact that most people aren't going to stay in your life, that people will disappoint and hurt you; I just need to continue being me and enjoy the time I have with people and be really thankful for the few that are real and never go away.