gotta love Bluntcard for saying exactly how I feel sometimes...

Vanessa rut...

I think it's just school and being unhappy with my weight and image but I've been in a rut lately, that comes and goes. I'm very much people oriented but go through phases where I just don't want to do anything or see anyone, but then I feel bad because I cancel on everyone, like this weekend. Lately the appeal of just staying home (loving my new house by the way) with Zoey, watching Netflix and eating is so overwhelming....I am feeling better today though, got up and did Bible Study (doing Skip's 729 sermons of the complete break down of the bible...which I started like a year ago and have not being doing at all for the last months) and talked to some old bests. Tomorrow I am determined to get on my exercise regimen!
Two more weeks of Chemistry hell, I so hope I pass!!

wine date!

I finally left my home and made the first step in getting out of my summer funk, went on a wine date with a friend and had the best time! Nothing better then drinking wine on a patio, listening to great music and catching up with a friend. :)

camping fun...

Went to Cloudcroft this weekend for some much needed outdoor fun...

Home sweet home!

My new house...

Summer school...

Ugh Chemistry sucks and makes my head hurt....I have six hours of it everyday, plus an a-hole lab teacher and a subject that is foreign to me, equals bad times all around...four more weeks.

Cyndi Lauper - Girls Just Want To Have Fun

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“Well, it seems to me that the best relationships - the ones that last - are frequently the ones that are rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is... suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with”

time for some changes...

I am officially getting old and it's starting to show on me...need to start taking care of myself, get healthy, seriously lose weight (I don't even recognize myself anymore, especially in pics), and stop stressing so much about people...it's a sad fact that most people aren't going to stay in your life, that people will disappoint and hurt you; I just need to continue being me and enjoy the time I have with people and be really thankful for the few that are real and never go away.

It's my birthday!!

Best birthday...80's party, Des in town, game night and fireworks, and lots of love! ♥

Hell week is still going and I'm exhausted....moving, finals, friend drama, birthday party, and today Zoey got attacked by a dog. Oh and next week the joy of summer school continues. I wish I could just fast forward through summer....ugh!!
However, I absolutely love my new house and my party was a huge success..shots are very bad!!