Had a night out with old high school friends and it made me think about how crazy life is. I can't believe where my life has taken me..back in Cruces, with a guy from middle school, hanging out with friends I've known forever. Kinda makes you believe that there really is a plan and that everything does happen for a reason! :)

friendship.

Being needy and high-maintenance and having a fear of being left has made me think friendship means talking/seeing one another on a constant basis, if I don't have that reassurance I think you don't love me and question the friendship...I have finally realized that real friends are always there, it doesn't matter the distance or the space. You can call them when things are bad and they are always there, you can talk after weeks and it's like it's been a minute since you've talked.
Maybe getting older and wiser, not such a bad thing! ;)


“Long distance relationships are like wind to a fire; it puts out the small ones, but inflames the big ones.”

Life is just stupid...ugh, having the worst week and it started Friday and is not getting better.
So the best way to cure a horrible, rotten no good day is to do a whole lot of nothing...eating fattening yummies and watching tv ALL day!

Day one!!

Tomorrow is day one of Slim in Six...I need to stick to it, soooo tired of feeling fat and gross (I swear it looks like I'm having twins!).
Go Vanessa Go!!!

Had a great, drinking filled weekend in Abq with Desiree. All I need to re-group is a bestie. It was her birthday so we had a Mad Hatter themed party.

On a different subject..there's a quote that says never give up on love, but is that true or do you eventually have to walk away because it's the best thing for you and your future, because sometimes people don't deserve chances....

New shoes!

I decided to try something different and have been in a yellow mood, so here's my new shoes!


"Hey, I put some new shoes on and suddenly everything's right!" ~Paolo Nutini

I am loving life right now...not working for the summer since summer school is crazy, it is awesome!! I of course can only pull it off for a few months, one because I live above my means and two because I'd get bored. But for now, I get to stay up late and play and then sleep in late, screw around all day in my lovely ac house with no worries..yay!