I've never been short on confidence.. I'm pretty awesome if I do say so! ;) But I have had some doubts after many failed relationships, been worried that with all my greatness comes to many flaws..I'm high maintenance, moody, bossy, have love issues...and lately I've been worried that no guy could put up with me, that eventually everyone would leave me. I have finally realized, that yes I have flaws that I need to work on but not for other people to love me but for me to continue growing and improving. I don't have to change or simmer down who I really am for someone to love me and not leave me. Such a good awww moment!

Saturday oh how I love thee! Slept in, then met one of my fav friends for lunch, then headed to the wine fest...but before we got there we sidetracked at this really great winery. Drank too much wine and was at home by eight, lol. I am officially old and boring.
One more week of this semester and then we are in May and I can't wait!

I got a fish!

A. bought me a fish, his name is Brady (after Tom Brady cuz I heart him!) and he's very cute and colorful! :)

Not much to blog about these days, my life is pretty boring but I'm loving it! I did get a better teaching job, and registered for next semester, and have re-started my detox, and I found out that I won't lose my financial aid (I was worried due to this being such a bad semester fro me)...hopefully I can get back to being me and not funky me. ;)
And there have been some bumps..me being my destructive relationship self..but A is sticking around no matter what and staying strong, and spoiling the crap out of me..he's such a great bf!
Today requires a happy dance!!! :)

Oh and yesterday A gave me a card; "Sometimes life surprises you with how close it is to your dreams...You're everything I imagined and more." "I'm so happy that I found the BEST a man could want."

my happy place..

..laying in a hammock, reading a book and drinking a glass of wine!

time flies..

Today is a month A and I have been together...crazy! We had a little outing today and went to White Sands... I love so much seeing Zoey happy and carefree, like a dog should be..then we came home and played 80's scene it and drank beer. :)
Yesterday I went out with one of my friends and it was perfect...drinking wine on the patio, eating bread, talking and the smell of rain. Randomly some "gay" guys (I use the term loosely because I've never met gay guys that hit on girls so blatantly..I was told that I gave them a mini boner and how fab my boobs where..OMG!) ended up joining us and shenanigans ensued. Love my life!

I don't have baby fever, instead I have puppy fever...I so am wanting another boxer!!