my happy place..

..laying in a hammock, reading a book and drinking a glass of wine!

time flies..

Today is a month A and I have been together...crazy! We had a little outing today and went to White Sands... I love so much seeing Zoey happy and carefree, like a dog should be..then we came home and played 80's scene it and drank beer. :)
Yesterday I went out with one of my friends and it was perfect...drinking wine on the patio, eating bread, talking and the smell of rain. Randomly some "gay" guys (I use the term loosely because I've never met gay guys that hit on girls so blatantly..I was told that I gave them a mini boner and how fab my boobs where..OMG!) ended up joining us and shenanigans ensued. Love my life!

I don't have baby fever, instead I have puppy fever...I so am wanting another boxer!!

I think I may finally be getting out of my rut.... applied for a better teaching job and crossing my fingers, registered for Fall and its a fresh new semester to get back in track, and am enjoying being domesticated and boring. I just need to breathe and enjoy the good, full life!
Oh and I'm writing this book report..and here is the irony, it's on time management. I'm the worst at that, at not procrastinating, at not getting distracted. Rather then actually reading the book and letting it soak in so I could learn something...I am bsing it along because I waited till the last second to do it...and why is that, because I watched every episode of Prison Break for a week. lol

{quote}

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."

Alice in Wonderland

Last night was my theme party and I had a lot of fun, loved my costume and now am ready to have a million theme parties. :)
However people suck....so many people bailed at the last minute.
I am definitely getting to the point in my life, finally, where I'm just happy being at home with my family..over going out, drinking a lot. Parties at your house are great cuz I get the best of both worlds..and its always fab when you can be somewhere without shoes!

action plan.

So I have set up a plan to get myself from being such a pile..hopefully it is just mental and nothing is actually wrong with me, I have a fear of diabetes.
1. Exercise.
2. Get better school job.
3. Re-focus on school since I have completely become side-tracked this semester.
4. Eat healthier-then make the transition to Vegetarian.
5. Enjoy the people in my life that matter and stop stressing about the ones that don't.
6. Breathe and just be happy in the moment.
7. Re-join my bible study, like school it has fallen through the waist side this semester.
8. Curb some addictions...like sweets and tv.
9. Re-group....I have a very full and blessed life but I need to figure out how to balance it all, without letting things fall aside.
{School, work, family, friends, and me time}