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I am in fact a little smitten....it's a great, scary feeling!

I am having a Alice in Wonderland theme party in April and so excited, I LOVE dressing up but am having costume issues...however I think this will be the one.
http://www.starcostumes.com/items/Queen-of-Hearts-Costume-Adult.aspx?utm_source=googlebase&utm_medium=comparisonshopping&source=k232270
And on a side note, it never ceases to amaze me how easily things change in our lives, how much they constantly change...but all I can do is enjoy the roller coaster ride. Right now I'm on a high point. ;) It is crazy how some people can be in your lives forever, yet you never really pay them attention until one day, through dumb FB, you start talking and they become a huge part of your life....love it!!

currently reading...

I am now starting Wicked by Gregory Maguire. I can't wait...loving the whole play on The Wizard of Oz (oh and the book is green, which I just think is cool!).

boy update...

So I have finally decided to take my lovely friends advice and never go back or entertain thoughts of ex's....I had a momentary lapse this week with G, especially after the things he said Sunday...but there is a reason why ex's are ex's!
I am starting to talk to a new boy, who is not my type-but honestly do I even know what my type is anymore!-but very sweet, sincere, funny and clearly adores me. I am not putting much into it at this point but just seeing what happens....but he is surprising me and it's lovely! :)

“When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.”

Zoey ♥

St. Patty's day....

Okay seriously did that just happen, St. Patty's day ran into a whole lot of HS people, saw the guy I randomly kissed at NYE, saw D, my ex that I'm still not over, my ex, G called and told me he misses me and had random boys hit on me....now I'm drunk and soooooo confused!!!

Epiphany.

I have had an epiphany, tired of being sad and over-analyzing everything so I am over it! I am focusing on myself and backing off of people for awhile..this is up there with giving up boys in hardness for me. I'm a social person, who craves people, talking, love but I'm feeling consumed, broken by people and I just need a break. I need friends that really want to be in my life, that pursue talking/hanging out with me, that realize I need them right now....so we'll see I guess...