This about sums up this year! ;)

I'm so ready for a new year filled with change and promise!! Already started making some changes personally, making amends with people and figuring out what I want the future to hold! Go ME!! :)

Snow days make me happy!!

I've decided to let go of grudges, hurt feelings, stubbornness and forgive and move on with some friendships. People are people and will never live up to my "expectations" so I can either accept it and keep some really good friends (flaws and all) or be alone. I decided today to choose the first because honestly this year has sucked without some of my friends. I went to the extreme this year of not letting people affect me, not take me for granted, not being on call for them; it was nice to take that stand and I think mellowed my high maintenance side a little and taught me a lot but it was also very lonely and disheartening. So 2012 will be the year I hopefully find the balance and as usual continue the growth of me! :)

“Any fool can criticize, condemn, and complain but it takes character and self control to be understanding and forgiving.” ~Dale Carnegie

2011

Well once again, another year is wrapping up...I have to say this one has not been the best (not the worse either). A lot of changes as usual with people, another year trying to finish up school even though I am massively burnt out, some rocky moments, some Vanessa blues, and an unexpected gift of starting my baking business. All I can do is take time to learn from the good and the bad of the year and hope that next year is better! I love NYE, it's a chance to start all over! :) Maybe this year I'll actually do my New Year's resolutions!!

wedding bells..

After a lot of changes and some turmoil, I have finally decided to enjoy the wedding process again! First on the list is postponing the wedding until October, that way I'm done with school and less stressed. Let the craziness begin... ;)

Checklist:
Wedding Date: October 6, 2012
{New} Save the dates
Wedding Party
Dress
Location
Flowers
Cake (done by me)
Guest List
Invitations
Catering

...did I forget anything??

I'm in desperate need of some change in my life....preferably in a move! Stupid school is taking forever to end!!