This weekend Zoey got her first Starbucks..the lady gave her a dog treat and it was like dog crack, she even tore the cup apart after she wanted more so badly. Tonight she drank the ice from my tea, her eyes closed licking away in Starbucks bliss.

the weekend...

Was way over-booked for Saturday and then everyone ended up flaking.. stupid people! Ugh!!
But today went to the lake, just A and Zoey and I....it was Zoey's first trip and she is soooo cute! But so sad to see how abused she was, that she can't just be a regular dog. She would only go into the water if we held her paws. Great day trip though! :)

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"Ask most people what they want from life and the answer is simple..to be happy. Maybe its this expectation though that just keeps us from getting there. Maybe the more we try and will ourselves to states of bliss the more confused we get, to the point where we don't recognize ourselves. Instead we just keep smiling, trying like hell to be the happy people we wish we were until eventually it hits us, its been there all along..not in our dreams or hopes but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar." ~Grey's Anatomy

I don't know how after a year of really bad boys and dating experiences, I can finally have everything in a guy I could have ever imagined or wished for, yet I still sabotage. Ugh I'm so annoyed with myself and scared that I'm going to lose everyone. Guys put up with me for so long but eventually all leave and can you blame them..all I do is push and push...and fuck I'm moody! I don't even know why I do it...
And G is back and says he just wants to be friends, even called me his BFF and said how happy he is for me and A, yet in the same breathe brings up sex with me.
On a better note, one of my bests is back in town and having my bests around just makes me feel complete. So tonight we all went to a baseball game (yes in fact little ol' Cruces has a professional team now..lol) and then had a few beers.
I'm looking forward to the weekend and a day trip to the lake. :)

I saw something great today and is so something I would say...My fake ID says 32 but I'm turning 28! :)

last night....

Last night met some friends at Vintage Winery...I love the ambiance-drinking wine with good friends, on the patio, listing to live music. Then we walked to a random biker bar, then we started walking back to our cars and ended up crashing a party...completely random outside party in Mesilla that was so great and we ended up dancing the night away, aided by a fog machine.
I always have the greatest, random adventures when I go out! ♥

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"It's never too late to live happily ever after!"