I don't know how after a year of really bad boys and dating experiences, I can finally have everything in a guy I could have ever imagined or wished for, yet I still sabotage. Ugh I'm so annoyed with myself and scared that I'm going to lose everyone. Guys put up with me for so long but eventually all leave and can you blame them..all I do is push and push...and fuck I'm moody! I don't even know why I do it...
And G is back and says he just wants to be friends, even called me his BFF and said how happy he is for me and A, yet in the same breathe brings up sex with me.
On a better note, one of my bests is back in town and having my bests around just makes me feel complete. So tonight we all went to a baseball game (yes in fact little ol' Cruces has a professional team now..lol) and then had a few beers.
I'm looking forward to the weekend and a day trip to the lake. :)

I saw something great today and is so something I would say...My fake ID says 32 but I'm turning 28! :)

last night....

Last night met some friends at Vintage Winery...I love the ambiance-drinking wine with good friends, on the patio, listing to live music. Then we walked to a random biker bar, then we started walking back to our cars and ended up crashing a party...completely random outside party in Mesilla that was so great and we ended up dancing the night away, aided by a fog machine.
I always have the greatest, random adventures when I go out! ♥

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"It's never too late to live happily ever after!"

I am officially done with my second semester of school..five more to go! Not looking forward to summer school but am looking forward to doing absolutely nothing for a few weeks!

Sunday fun day..

A and have gotten good at doing random day trips and they are so much fun..today we went to Ruidoso, despite it SNOWING in May! Went on a mini-hike with Zoey, then ate at my fav Italian restaurant, then did some wine tasting. :)

Friday night...

My BFF from Texas came to visit last night and I hadn't seen him in almost a year. So great being with him but it made me sad..how did I end up with all my best friends living out of town! :(