Friday night...

My BFF from Texas came to visit last night and I hadn't seen him in almost a year. So great being with him but it made me sad..how did I end up with all my best friends living out of town! :(

currently reading...

I am continuing with Gregory Maguire and now reading Confessions of an Ugly Stepsister. I loved Wicked, the whole inside version of a beloved classic but focused on the "bad" guy, so am excited for this one based on Cinderella.

So May is right around the corner, which means this year is almost half over! 2010 has been good, boring, life changing, enlightening, dis-tractable...honestly I don't know how I feel about this year but am thankful that this semester is almost over and I get another chance to restart/regroup. Am taking 3 classes this summer, one being Chemistry (I hate the sciences!).
I'm just looking to 2012 and graduating, finally completing something...excited for being an adult. ;)

I've never been short on confidence.. I'm pretty awesome if I do say so! ;) But I have had some doubts after many failed relationships, been worried that with all my greatness comes to many flaws..I'm high maintenance, moody, bossy, have love issues...and lately I've been worried that no guy could put up with me, that eventually everyone would leave me. I have finally realized, that yes I have flaws that I need to work on but not for other people to love me but for me to continue growing and improving. I don't have to change or simmer down who I really am for someone to love me and not leave me. Such a good awww moment!

Saturday oh how I love thee! Slept in, then met one of my fav friends for lunch, then headed to the wine fest...but before we got there we sidetracked at this really great winery. Drank too much wine and was at home by eight, lol. I am officially old and boring.
One more week of this semester and then we are in May and I can't wait!

I got a fish!

A. bought me a fish, his name is Brady (after Tom Brady cuz I heart him!) and he's very cute and colorful! :)

Not much to blog about these days, my life is pretty boring but I'm loving it! I did get a better teaching job, and registered for next semester, and have re-started my detox, and I found out that I won't lose my financial aid (I was worried due to this being such a bad semester fro me)...hopefully I can get back to being me and not funky me. ;)
And there have been some bumps..me being my destructive relationship self..but A is sticking around no matter what and staying strong, and spoiling the crap out of me..he's such a great bf!
Today requires a happy dance!!! :)

Oh and yesterday A gave me a card; "Sometimes life surprises you with how close it is to your dreams...You're everything I imagined and more." "I'm so happy that I found the BEST a man could want."